the truth....

my favourite song~~~~


Lying next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losing sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kris-allen-lyrics/the-truth-lyrics.html .]

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin, oh yeah...

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now, yeah
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth
It's easier than telling the truth

KRIS allen

rabun ku brtambah~

ary jumaat ritu2 ak g la buat medical checkup.... then, check la mata... stelah d check, mata ku smakin BUTA... gilos r... dri sratus lbih smpai dh dua ratus beb... gilak kau...

x cun lorh kalo ak pkai crmin mata... tu la x sker pkai cermin MATA ni.... CONTACT LENS plak ak ni jnis kureng skit nk CERMAT.. yela pkai CONTACT LENS ni kne orng crewet nk pkai bnda2 ni.... lagipowm ak prnah pkai skli, mata ak jd merah... X SESUAI lorh... papa ak ckap MATA ZAMAN KUNO.. x leh trima pkai bnda2 modrn ni (CONTACT LENS)... ak dh la memang jnis KARNIVOR ( X MKAN SAYUR).. so, for sure la mata ak x kn improve... TROK LORH>>>>... skarng ni nk ngadap lappy ke pkai SPEK la.... olorh... smata2 ni tgk MAMAT smat ni...

papa ak ckap tgk ag citer JEPUN ngn KOREA tu lama BUTA tros.. bkan je rbun... bngun je tido bkk mata GELAP tros... x nmpak ap2... HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... ak x mau buta lagi... AK NK KAHWIN DULU....

dunia kini sdah berubah

puasa for 12 days dh.. esop masuk ary ke 13 dh... 17 days nk RAYA..... yeah3... x sbar nk raya x brmkna ak x sbar nk g UTHM.. blajar smula... oh tidak!!... otak ak dh lma x brfungsi... guane ni ak study smula.. ganer ak nk tnggal p.cik2 crow zero ngn eunhyuk donghae ak??

okey2.. kembali ke pangkal jlan... lupakan orng hnsem2 ni... ak nk cite psal blan puasa yg jga d knali blan RAMADHAN<<... td ak g medical checkup... dkat doktor RAHIM... doktor powm tnyer ak.. puasa x ni.. ak powm ckap of couse la puasa... n pekerja dia ckap dkat ak, kat kwasan PASIR PUTEH ah... PADANG PAK AMAT... ad satu kdai 2 yg broperasi tuk mnjamu orng yg x puasa.. ish3... kterukkan thap yg serius... n makanan die jual mmg laku gler dan mmg habis licin gler...planggan dia adlah lelaki tua... p,cik sedar2 p.cik... p.cik 2 dh tua.... for sure la ad ank bini... tp, x puasa... x mlu ke ank2 ke?? n td ak g kota bharu, otw nk g sner, mama ak trnmpak dlam van, ad 2 orng laki drver n sorang ag.. mnum air mineral... muka melayu tp x thu la.. kot2 muka mcm melayu la... okey2.. cuba bnyangkan brape rmeinya x puasa bgaimana plak ngn sembhyang??? yela... puasa powm bleh tinggal kan.... sembahyang lagi la... x thu la kan kalu x puasa tp sembhyang... tp kalu x smbhyang kalu puasa ad la kan... cannot2... bodohnya mereka...ye la ak bkan nye alim lajok kan.. tp slama ni mama ngn papa ak didik ak agama btol2 la... sembhyang 2 tiang agama... puasa rukun islam.. kne ikut... ak tggal smbhyang ngn puasa powm ats sbb trtntu jela... yg x dpat elak... hak3... biase la/// .. yg perempuan powm same tiap2 hari period... bler tyme bleh normal x thu... huhuh... laki lagi la.... trok3.... ingtla ALLAH itu MAHA AGUNG.. n die bleh buat2 ap2 yg ingkar dkat die thu....

cara ak pling best tangani stress..

semenjak dua menjak tiga menjak brmenjak2 ni.. ak agk serabut apbila pikir sal ptptn ni... yela die ckap kne send a month before registration day 2 kan..bler marin ak bkk, dgn sgala bngganya ak msukkan I.C ak, then msukkan password.. tup2.. die ckap password ak x match.... bnyak kali dh ak wat.. tp x jd lagi... stress giler ak... last2, last choice ak reset password ak... then die ckap akn d hantar email pasal password bru ak... tnggu punyer tnggu... x smpai2... mmg giler ah... dlam kpla ak pkir nk bli no.pin bru je... ak bkk smlam powm x smpai2 ag lam email ak.. ni la first time, ak tnggu email lam yahoo account ak... ak bkk pgi td bru la ad... relief giler2 ak rse... n now HAPPY EVER AFTER.. hak3... yela ptptn ak sdah slamat d send... so, sharian smlam.. dlam kstressan ak, ak wat mcm2 nk ilang stress  ak.....

1) of couse la tido... best kot..

2) ak bkk mr.lappy ak yg hensem n warna merah ni, ON9... (tp pd msa 2 usha email tkut ad ptptn send)

3) usha2 blog.. best kot dpat information mcm2... usha punyer usha ak jumpa 1 blog tu yg betina 2, (layak d pnggil betina la bg ak) hina islam... die 2 dhla perempuan n orng MELAYU,MALAYSIA... but die ckap die 2 MIX ... malay chinese... gilak ke ap... HINA ISLAM trang trangan kowt... siap2 main hadis n ayat QURAN ag..dbar ak bce blog die... mmg serius dbar... mcm2 kowt die ckap.... x trkira keterukan die...

4) ak layan citer mamat jepun n korea... huhuhuhu.. tros hilang stress ak ....

 matsumoto jun

 kamenashi kazuya

 akanishi jin

 miura haruma

 takaki yuya

 mazushima hiro

 eunhyuk n donghae

5) ak jdik pndiam.. ni la yg plik.. papa ak tgur..' bkpo kakak ni... snyap jah... mcm ad msalah jah'.. hak3... tu la ayat papa ak kalau ak stress... hak3. die thu dh ak stress tp die buat2 tnyer.. hak3...

so, with all this stress ak kureng r skit kan... hak3... (wlaupun dlam otak ak tiap2 mnit pkir kowt).. hak3..

last but not least...............

title yg x dpat d describe....

di hari yg panas ttapi cuaca yg mndung ini saya SITI NUR ATEEQA.. ingin bercrita skit psal I.. nothing speacial... ssiapa yg mnyampah 2 x yah la bace OKEY!!.. ak akui ak mmg PEMALAS gler... hahahaahhaha~ tmbah2 lagi skarang ni lagi la pemalas hampeh... n semua orng ak ckap ak ni PELIK.. ak pown x taw... ni ad satu crita..

cousin ; ak tgk lam fb mu smua orng panggil mu TOYOL la, ZOMBI la... ish2..

me ; ye r,... ish2 ak powm srabut gak.. ad ke pnggil ak g2..

cousin ; mmg ptt powm coz mu 2 mmg PELIK.

...............................

ak powm dduk diam berfkir sjenak... pelik sngt ke ak??ak powm x taw.. ak ni klau dpan kwan2 mmg bising gler2 n selalu je buat lawak bodoh ntah ap2.. tp kalu dpan fmily ak, ak ni dketagorikan sbgi PENDIAM jga la... bkan ap mlas nk bsing2 je.. ak ske buat keje srang2... yg pling penting wlau dmana powm ak brada, ak ni mmg x de prasaan...ak ni jnis x pndai express kan prasaan ak kepda orng... except HAPPY.. la...

HAPPY

ak ni jnis mmg HAPPY GO LUCKY.. wat lwak bodh 2 mmg keje bodoh ak tiap2 hari.. slalunya ak akn wat lawak bdoh ni ngn adik ak ATASHA la (kalau d rmah) kalau d mna2 ak wat ngn kwan2 ak la...dgn lwak bodoh ni la boleh merealeskan tension ak taw.. kalau adik ak k skul mcm skarng ni, ak akn melawak bodohkan diri ak lam fb la...hahahha.. ak ni jnis yg sker ktawa sbnarnya.. tp l

au tgk mobieee ak jrng nk gelak2 besar.. ak cme snyum je.. ak powm x taw knapa jd mcm 2 ....even ap yg d smpaikan 2 mmg lwak gler..

sad~

yg ni mmg jrang gler..nk kalau nk tgk ak nangis, knela tnggu PERPISAHAn cam POSH penah tgk ak nagis kan3.. hak3... malu la plak...hak3.. ak x sker nagis coz ak nmpak HUDUS la lau nagis... even tgk movies ngn rumates2 ak weekend kan, ak x akn nangis..lau rumates2 ak ni dh rabok nangis,, siap sedu2 ag, air mata beccuran mnggila..ak slumber je wat lwak bodh kat blakang..mnyebbkan mreka BEKOK ngn ak..hahahahah..ak jrang je nagis..dlam stahun 2 ak akn nagis about 2 or 3x g2 je.. sdih ad lam tp x smpai nk nangis2...ap yg mnybbkan ak mnagis adlah PERPISAHAN..ak bnci perpisahan krana akn mnyebbkan ak mnagis sjak dri skul rndah lagi ak akn mngis lau kne pisah..ak powm x taw..bnda2 laen ak krang je sdh tp bler part kne berpisah ak akn nangis RABOK klah spe2 yg sker nagis ni....n klau ak nangis,,ssah gler plak nk stop...n kalu ak ngis ak x bleh ckap..hak2... truk kan..2 la ak x sker sngt nk ngis2 ni...

angry~

ni powm jrang2, coz ak ni xsker nk marah.. n krang pndai nk mrah2... coz ak pkir buat ap nk mrah2 coz sme je kter ngn die powm.. nk marah powm die wat mcm kter gak.. tp kalau bnda 2 mmg x msuk akal ak akn mrah gak la kan... ni ad suatu cter, psal bdak prak ak la..ary 2 ak mmg marah gler kat die..even ak sndiri trkjut krana ak bules mrah sngt kat die... n until now i still trasa nk mrah kat die even die dh x buat ap2 kat ak dh.. ni psal pendrive die..ak x penah pgang ke ap ke pendrive 2..boleh dye tduh ak cbe mndlte sgala bgai dlam pendrve die 2..mcm harem je...ak ni sgrup ngn die dlu la.so,, mse 2

cme die sorng je lam grup ak bwak lappy..(awal2 dlu la sem 1)so, die yg taip pah die bg ke wani pndrive 2 suh print ap lam pndrve die 2...ak ingt

ak g tman wnai g print..maybe virus trmsuk lam pndrive 2..biase la CC...mst bnyak virus kan..so, bler bkak lam lappy yg ad ANTIVIRUS 2 mst la terdlete kan..2 la hlang sgala bgai lam pndrve die 2..tp dsbbkan kebutaan IT dye mnyalahkan ak..dan mnduh ak mndelete...MCM HARAM JE.. ap lagi ak mngking dgn spenuh aty ak...n smnjak 2, for sure ak x akn sgrup ngn

die dh..until ak hbeh matrik KMPP 2...

scare~

ak ni jnis krang skit bab2 tkut

mnakut ni...hahahahahaha...bkn nk prasan tp ak ni x mnakut mane..boleh la...kdang2 ak jga ad tyme2 yg ak tkut mnakut ni...tp jrng jela..nk kate x percya bnda2 yg tahyul ni, ak ni prcya la jga..tp kurng..hak2..ap yg akn baca, manusia ni mmg takut ke gelap la bkan tkut hantu 2... ap yg ak tkut ialah KENE MRAH KE PAPA ak n kalau RESULT..hak2...bnda 2 yg ak mmg tkut skali..hak3..bnda tahyul ak kreng la sket ktakutan nye...lau tgk movies hantu2 ni ak ni jrang je ttup mata n tkut coz ak fkir 2 bkan REAL LIFE n tpu smta2 so, x yah la tkut2.. ak ni sker je on9 mlam2 smpai 2 3 pgi, tp ak hraukan je wat bodo itu pnting...bkan nye x penah dgar bnda2 plik ke nmpak (bkan nmpak) tp skilas pndang sdikit... ak wat bodo je... yg pnting ak on9... tgk movi...

ap yg pling pelik skali sal ak, ak ni sker je lyan cter2 HORROR mlam2..hak3..brula mncabar skit...hak3...test diri ak sndiri...nk try2 la~~

shy~~

ak ni pemalu..hak2... spe x mlu woi...gileer kau... msing2 ad pnndpat sal malu ni...

pervert~~

 serabut palo otok ak.... yela bodoh punyer manusia... byangkan mlam2 kol ntah ap2... dh la tgh2 mlam bodoh punyer manusia... ak ni bkan mcm ko... tido siang mlam brjaga... ak tido mlam... bkan seorng tp 2 orng dgn no yg brbeza... yg sorang ag asyik2 msj... x kira ap wktu... ak x knal korang la... g nuh kacau orng laen... bkpo la kcau ak... stress dh ak... yg asyik kol 2 die kcau mse ak kat matrik ag...  n slama 2 dua kali je ak ngkat phone die... 1st, die ckap die orang thailand... 2nd, die ckap die orng indon... budget ingt ak mnat orng2 oversea ni... nk nipu pom ckap la orng japan ke korea ke.... bodoh2.... yg msj plak... syang2 ... geli gelimat ak.... n slama die msj 2 mse awal2 dlu je ak blas... lame2 ak dlete tros msj die... nk kwan bleh la ni wat bengom sape nk lyan.. g kcau sape yg nk layan bkan ak... ak bkan mcm 2.... ak tnyer sape ni... nk maen2... ak powm ckap dh la msj sy saya HODOH... hak3...

amik kau~~

BO LAYAN AK>>> ... MLAS LAYAN.... PERVERT BODOH... hak3....

LAST BUT NOT LEAST~~

credit to aizam....~~

come??? hak3... ubah la pikiran mu trhdap rntai OWL yg kiut ni!!!~ cun gler...

gara-gara

gara-gara waniey ak trpksa dlte entri yg OUT OF THE BLUE ak 2... die g pecahkan rahsia ak... dh la dpan2 liya ngn thah lagi2 ad plak AIDAN.. hak3... ni REVENGE dri ak patahkan die sal bank MU'ALAMAT' ngn gambar "POSKOD" hak3.... dgn bersungguh yer die brcerita... nasib baek ak smpat potong..kalau x, die dgn bangga nya brcrita... hak3...

selingan~~

family guy versi mature babe.... gua bngga jumpa gambar ni...

ni la gmbar sbnar...

cun gler comics strip ni...

HARY RAYER coming..... ak nk cari BNDAs ni....

1) rntai OWL kiut ni...

2) kasut cun ni~