entri new year

hepy new years guys!... ni entri mrapu mrmpai ak pd 11.36am.. 1 jan 2012.. i'm 20 NOW!...n  i care much.... !..smlam ak penah nyatakan kt kwan2 ak yg thun 2012 ni, ak nk kapel LAGI.setlah a few years single!. apakah?? hahaha.. acah2 je..sbb kan dh umur 20... okay, at first, ak xleh mnerima hakikat sbnarnya yg ak dh 20 thun ni... byangkan dh 2 dekad ak hdup.... n prangai ak msih mcm ni... n maybe sstgah anggap ak ni x mature... BUT, it;s me.... i just being myself... everyone can't change me eventhough you are my papa n mama, my siblings or even my LOVER... sbnarnya thun ak nk sngat countdown brmai2.. but, ap yg ak nk mmg brlwann.. coz, mnyambut nya dgn biase... ! smbil melwak n msing2 blur!.tp bler ak bngun tido td (bru bngun!! arghhh), mcm trdetik d hati ak nk cbe brubah dri ak yg dulu mnjd lbih kdewassan... okay, may i review wat i have done in 2011.. 

awal thun 2011, (january, february, march)

- ak still lg dkat matric.... maybe sem 2...  don;t care much about myself... just enjoy... 

april, may, jun, july,august

- mse ni ak kat umah... cuti tnggu msuk u.. msa ni keje mmperabiskan duit papa n mama ak je... hari2 kluar jlan... (sory papa n mama for make ur stress with me!). hahha.. smbil tnggu result upu... prsaan nk msuk U tu ak pkir amatla tipis.... last2 dpat UTHM...

september until december

- kat UTHM<....began my new life... new friend.. n everything new... but i'm not new... i'm still teeqa that from early teeqa~ always enjoy.... BOROS... don;t care much about study.... don;t about every action dat i have take... (the truth, until now, i didn;t know what i want to be in my FUTURE)...but my interest is more to computer but I LOVE FASHION... fashion make me crazy...  my papa said that, maybe FASHION can be my another outcome, such as when i have become what i have to be (dh keje), ak bleh bkak BOUTIQUE.... ak penah suarakan ni kpda mama ak... tp, mama ak ckap, nk bukak bleh, tp, ak ni bkan nya duk dkat2... lpas ak kne blik U, sape yg uruskan butik tu... nk kne ambik barang KL... ulang alik sne.. xkan mama ak nk pegi sorang2,, kne la pegi dgn papa ak.... papa ak keje... bnyak contrastnya... dripda advantage... 

okay, brbalik kpasa tjuk asal, entri new year!>..  sperti thun2 sblumnya, ak x penah ad AZAM (wtf) (*muka troling*) sbb ak thu, kalo ak brazam pun, ak penah nk penuhi azam2 ak tu... sbb pmikiran ak smmgnya se simple2 orng.... kalo ak marah, ak just marah kejap.. kalo ak sdih, ak just sdih kjap... ak pun x penah pham dgn diri ak sbnr!,... apatah lagi orng laen... 

skrng ni ak d alam STUDY WEEK>.... life cycle ak smmgnya brubah.... sngt2 brubah.... ak kluor mlam, pgi bru balik.... so, wktu tido ak adlah pgi... n PETANG... ak klour pegi lib. blik kwan ak.... tp, outcome die ak rse bcaan ak msih kurang!>.. n ak dpat rsekan ak ni sdang STRESS>.. tp ak x thu prasaan ak.... ak nk balik rumah sngt2..... sngt2....... hari2 kol mama, papa ak.... ak rse lama gile ak x blik rumah.... n ak perlu dpatkan nsihat paren ak.... wlaupun sgala nasihat paren ak slama ni, ak buat2 x dgr mcm ak wat2 tgk tv ke... wat tido ke (trok gler prangai ak) tp ak serapkan dlam aty la!.  

my be luaran ak nmpak mcm x care! n people can do everything and said evrthing to me..... n mmg prangai ak mmg mcm tu .. tp x la smpai orng bleh kata ak smpai lebam2! kata ak trok2... ak still human being n ak ad prasaan 'trasa' tu... n ak x sker orng usik ak pnyer privacy!...... 

dri segi kwan2... ak mmg okay je kwan ngn sape2///... tp ak agk mmlih kwan... sape2 yg buat2 x thu tu, ak x sker la kwan.... hahhahaaa.... 

prngai ak agk HIPOKRIT sbnannya.... ak bleh ckap ak tak, sbnarnya YA.... ! 

p/s = mnunggu crush ak add ak lam FACEBOOK.. brjanggut la ak tnggu NYER!..... GRADE dlu ak....